DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO....

My mornings begin by reading your texts,

Even if its a 'Hi.' or a forward....

That smile which comes to my face after reading your name,

DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO tell you the same?????

I ask about your health without disclosing of my own,

You say "Im ok" and keep your phone.....

Dont you understand I want you to care,

DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO tell you what to share.?????

I tell you my every moment and you just say nothing,

You read the message but never bother to ping....

Do you know how much that hurts too,

DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO tell you I cant stop talking to you???

I remember you, but do you remember me,

I hope in future i'll get to see.....

Dont you understand that I badly miss you,

DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO tag you in the poems dedicated to you???

Wherever you are stay blessed always,

If you come back here you'll find me in the same place....

Take care and contact me soon,

DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO tell you that I love you back to the moon????

And then she grew so strong......

She was a little girl until then,
Who just lived in her bubble of family and love,
Bonded with friends at playschool she did learn,
As she grew her life took a turn.....

She believes what her mother says,
Every word every phrase,
Listens patiently to her father's advice,
He just guides her leaving all to her choice.....

Trusting in this she crossed her teens now,
Little little pinches that hurts her somehow,
You think she is moody, you think she has attitude,
Rather than bitching about her get a life dude.....

The more you pull her down,
The more she will rise high,
You will have nothing in hand,
Than rather be guilty and sigh......

She never had issues with you,
As she considered you as a friend,
Its you who misunderstood her,
And gave this a miserable end.....

Keep her in your prayers as she always remembers you,
As its her nature to forgive and forget,
And that is why she forgived you...

Her silence is her strength dont get her wrong,
Its you who hurt her and then,
SHE GREW SO STRONG !!!!!

Less of human more of clown......

They think they are awsome,they think they are fun,
But they dont know people wanna shot them with a gun....
Me myself and the self obsessed attitude,
Such attention is not even seeked by celebrities dude.....

Not that they are arrogant,not that they are boring,
Not that they are irritating,not that they are transfiguring....
They are just like anyone else,but they dont realise it,
Because rest are blur to them and themselves only as their eyes seek it.....

They irritate me to an extent of frustration,
So to make them shut I do a fake appreciation....
Sometimes their appreciation for me might be true,
But such incidences are rare and quiet few.....

I argue with them fight with them and maybe annoy them,
As my hobby lies in tit for tat to irritate them....
There comes a time when they are literary a headache,
Feels like pushing them in a creek or a lake....

Life gets boring without people like these,
Laughing with them even tensions cease.....
Now enough of them I can't pen more down,
Self obsession-LESS OF HUMAN MORE OF CLOWN!!!!

If I could only.......

A week somewhere in september,
The date I don't quite remember,
If I could only recollect it for once,
If I could only run time back at once.....

You came across and I stumbled upon,
Laughing on the chair I had been on,
If I could only read your mind,
If I could only guess why you have become so kind.....

Your smile gives a hint,
I could notice but I didnt,
If I could only talk to you,
If I could only take my eyes off you.....

Reading a book which you suggested,
your choices left me flabbergasted,
If I could only have the choices like you,
If I could only wish for a wish to come true.....

Arguments and conversations are never gonna end,
Can't still make out if you are an enemy or a friend,
If I could only talk to you for a little while,
If I could only cherish that cute smile......

Sometimes flattering you is what I like,
There is a long journey we need to hike,
If I could only be the one to walk with you,
If I could only wish I could tell you !!!!!!

Let them deal with themselves.........

Started my medical school in September 2013,
Had batchmates some were 20,some 19 or some even 18.
Tried to conversate with each and everyone,
I knew these 5 years would be real fun.

Made some really close friends though,
Didn't have intentions of making anyone my foe.
Met people of different nature of various kind,
Believed everyone was very mature I did find.

Though met a couple of them a little absurd,
Didn't know how to deal with nature such weird.
One moment they are sweet and the other moment sour,
I don't know how much I could tolerate them so far.

They talk to me regularly but with irritated tone,
If I don't respond well they send sentimental texts on phone.
Trying to resolve it they test my patience,
Till date never lived with such people in such an ambience.

Keep calm and kaam se kaam is my tagline,
I will stay calm till I don't need a lifeline.
How much ever should I pamper their EGO,
We are humans with a heart and not some toy LEGO.

Temper can't be controlled from just one side,
But facing egoistics is like hell lot of a ride.
I won't face it anymore come what may now,
LET THEM DEAL WITH THEMSELVES, and mood swings forever now. 

THE ATHEISTIC ARTHROPOD....

Met this creature a year back or so,
Wandering around in my class as slow he could go.
You might be thinking im talking of an insect,
This is a classmate of mine who I would proudly dissect......

Not one day goes without us calling a fight,
May be that is how we make our mood light.
Why the name "ARTHROPOD" he must be having a name,
That is because he called me a "PARASITE" with no little shame....

We know we fight but yet sarcastically flatter,
Coz if we stop talking who will fight over silly matter????
Coincidently we both are cynophilist,
But he is an ATHEIST, and me a PANTHEIST.....

Fan addictions are also on opposite poles,
Both of us are like devil(he) and angel(me) souls.
I wonder why am I even writing this,
Expecting one time atleast the idiot would praise me for this......

But we are so against each other,
We dont even make an effort to bother.
Liking each other's stuff we always "RESENT IT",
Coz praisig our opposition is just not amongst our TRAIT!!!!!

Then came up the love TRIANGLE....

After feeling the silence,she smiled at him a bit,
She felt that in his heart she would never fit.
He all delighted to meet his crush with feelings so strong,
He had a firm belief nothing would go wrong.

So with the typical "manly ego" he went upto her,
When his eyes met hers,he saw a drop of tear.
"What happend?"he asked with concern,
She didnt say a word,her decision being firm.

She walked away and didnt turn back,
He was worried for what did her life lack?
Going away ahead she gave him a look,
He thought it just took place by fluke.

Then she came running and hugged him tight,
His heart skipped beats with fear and fright.
He was the reason behind her tears,
She would lose him to her best friend was one of her fears.

He cleared to her that there was nothing as such,
She was just overreacting a little too much.
Solved all the problems which were once entagle,
So since the came up the LOVE TRIANGLE !!!!

The silence she felt throughout.....

Sweet and innocent, an introvert girl she was,

Before speaking out always took a pause.....

Eyes gleamed with nervousness as she was shy,

When the guy she loved was the apple of her eye......

Wasnt her fault for all that happend,

He himself didnt realise not for a second....

She still loved him from long distance though,

He wasnt her friend but not even foe.....

She tried taking a step for friendship to begin,

Hoping of love from even him within......

Never said a word not a hie nor bye.

Maybe that was inbuilt of being so shy......

She loved him but never confessed it,

He never felt like even noticing it.....

Delighted she was when she heard the revelation,

When he told her that he felt a connection......

Days later she hoped her dreams to come true,

What was in his heart she didnt have a clue......

He confessed to her that he likes someone,

She was happy thinking she would be the lucky one......

Waiting for him to speak and start it all,

She was expecting for him to give a call......

He called her and cleared her doubt,

As it was her best friend he loved and she felt the silence throughout......


                                                        .......to be continued